I never thought that Luhan would leave. Honestly, I thought 'forver' exists... but sadly, they [Kris and Luhan] proved me wrong. I am not saying that I am disappointed with EXO, I am disappointed with SMEnt. I'm putting all the blame on Kim Youngmin, that bastard. I tried my best not to discover other groups for I am prone to switching fandoms and I seriously have no plans on leaving EXO-L. If ever I have to choose over my fandoms, I'd repeatedly choose EXO and I'd repeatedly choose Luhan as my ultimate bias. I admit that it's not easy to be loyal to one person in KPOP but still, I managed to keep him first among all of them. Bias wreckers, they ruined my bias list...but none of them EVER qualified to be in exchange of Luhan. Because he is extremely unique. OK LUHAN FOR THE FIRST TIME, YOU'RE MANLY EVEN IF YOU LOVE HELLO KITTY. Idk but you really gave a different impact to me. I still can't accept the fact that you're leaving. It's a short journey... is this really goodbye? I can't even imagine EXO without you. When Kris left, ofc I cried so much, even if he's not my UB, I still love him, maybe not as much as you, but I love him too. But Luhan, I love you the most, ok? That's why I can't get over this . Do you know how much it hurts for me, for us? We're just fans and we have to respect your decision, I know that and I respect your decision. But plssss if ever you leave, can you just take the same road as Kris? Be a solo artist or what? So we can still support you. Because you know I'm gonna be here and continue to love you even if you're not with your brothers anymore. You love us, right? Don't worry, we'll love you no matter what. 

Sorry for being so dramatic. I just need to pour this sht because it feels like a lump in my throat.