What will you think if a person you've known for almost two decades is not really the person you thought they are?

What will you do if that person is continually giving so much pain and stress to the other person you know?

What will you say in order to at least make things lighter/bearable around the two of them?

The truth is i found out something regarding that person and what i've known will definitely hurt the other one.

More truth is, i've already known about it still way back in college but decided not to tell the situation to anyone.

Because back then i was only thinking that it was just a phase where that person wanted to try things out on their own.

But now it turns out that it was not just a phase.

and it was done continuously over and over again.

That person is the partner of my love one.

i've known that person since i was a mere child.

i grow up with them seing how love never really chooses any form or status at all.

and most of all i learned from them that love is unconditional.

To say that i'm mad is not really the case.

I can't even feel any anger towards them.

I'm just.... more like.... feeling disapointed.

I have the right to feel that right?

I don't want them to break up.

But from what I see that person is not doing anything at all to make things right at all.

I just want to see that person to atleast make us trust them once again.

But sadly I can't see nor feel that.

And all i get to find out are more dissapointment rather than assurance that they will be fine again.

We might have a very complicated family.

But a family is family.

You don't get to choose the one you should be in.

You can't leave when the things get rougher and everthing gets harder.

You stay and try to get things right together standing side by side.

I want to see the want, the need, the reason to stay in their eyes.