Luhan. Luhan became an inspiration to me because of almost everything about him. He wasn't just the person I idolized more among the twelve members, he is someone I love although I am just a no one who can only sit down on my chair or lay down on my bed, supporting him (with all my heart) .I'm a fan after all. The recent issue became something I cannot handle. All I could feel is grief at the moment. So much that I cried hard when I found out that he wants to leave the group he once treasured the most. I tried remembering every videos, every pictures I saw of him and every song where  could hear his voice. Then, I couldn't hold back my tears. He's very special to me. He was the reason why I stepped inside the Kpop Industry, he became my inspiration to make Fanfictions, he was someone who made me happy. Why was I so affected. Why was I so upset. Why did I feel pain when this happend? We all know why. Luhan, I know you will never get to see this but hey. SARANGHAE~. I really really really wanted to see you at 'The Last Planet Concert in Manila' because you're my first and one and only Ultimate Bias. I always daydreamed about you singing and dancing at the stage for the first time. Whenever I thought of that so called 'dream' I always felt like crying of joy. The genuine feeling that I want to see you so badly was enough for my heart to flutter in excitement. I always thought of myself standing there in a distance, seeing you perform and do your best to please me and all of the fans. It was too overwheling that I would smile to myself, lay down and tear up. I really admire you, Luhan. Even if you left EXO, I will still support you no matter where your destination leads to. You will always be The Star of my fangirl life .

The Song Lu Han Composed

Don't Go

[Luhan] Ni xiao xiao de chibang, jiu yao xiang wo feixiang
Kan dao ni hui huishou yao wo guolai ni shen pang
[Kris] Na kelian de muguang, na gushi tai mimang
Jiu zai neitian wanshang chui jin wo de xin yi shoucang

[Lay] Bu ting xiang ni de ke ai muyang zhaomi de wo, jiu lian lihun dou zai wei ni qian gua
[Xiumin] Jiu xiang zuile yiyang lian huxi dou yiwang
Ruguo zhe jiushi ai yuanyi gen ni dao yuanfang

[Chen] Shanzhe lei guang wo zhen bu renxin yankanzhe ni shoushang
Jiusuan yi miao huo shi dao yongyuan ye hao, wo du queding fangxiang~

[All] So baby don’t go~
[Luhan] Yeah, dai wo dao hui you ni di difang yongyuan dou zai yiqi zou
[All] Oh~
[Tao] Oh, wo men yao yiqi fei dao shijie de zui zhongxin
[Chen] Ni jiu zai, wo de yan li nali dou fei bu chuqu
Gen wo zou ni jiu bu hui xiaoshi huo shizong
[All] Oh~
[Luhan] Jiu xiang meng guo de ni, ni shi wo shengming na ge mei li hu die

[Luhan] Oh~ 
[Chen] Woo hoo hoo~ 
[Luhan] Oh yeah yeah
[Chen] Woo hoo hoo~ 
[Luhan] Yeah~
[Chen] Woo hoo hoo~

[Luhan] Buguan cong nali lai, buguan dao nali qu
Ni zong wei rao zhe hai hui duizhe wo zha yanjing
[Tao] Yanlu hui you wanqu ye qing, ni bie jiaoji
Yinwei ai wo xiang shen me dou bu xuyao qu danxin

[All] Qing kan kan wo, bie duo kai aiqing~
[Lay] Oh wo yizhe jide ni di mei
[All] Ai qiaoqiao de lai dao, laibuji yugao
[Tao] Ai zhangzai jinxing zheng zhunbei hao chufa

[Chen] Ni de huiyi, lian yihou duhui chongman wo de zuji
Cang zai naohai li gandao te bie kaixin, bian cheng ai de mima~ Whoa no~! 

[All] So baby don’t go~
[Luhan] Yeah, dai wo dao hui you ni di difang yongyuan dou zai yiqi zou
[All] Oh~
[Xiumin] Oh, wo men yao yiqi fei dao shijie de zui zhongxin
[Chen] Ni jiu zai wo de yan li nali dou fei bu chuqu
Gen wo zou ni jiu bu hui xiaoshi huo shizong
[All] Oh~
[Luhan] Jiu xiang meng guo de ni, ni shi wo shengming na ge mei li hu die

[Luhan] Zhan zai jietou mo sheng you shuxi, jiusuan mi le lu ye qingxi
[Lay] Wo hui gen zhe wo de xin yin wei ni shi wo de yigui
[All] Jiu xiang feng sui ni daochu aoyou, tie zhe feng sui ni lixian qu zou
[Chen] Wo xiangxin ai jiu zai wo shou zhong~
Yeah! ~

[All] So baby don’t go~
[Luhan] Yeah, dai wo dao hui you ni di difang yongyuan dou zai yiqi zou
[All] Oh~
[Lay] Wo men yao yiqi dao shijie de jintou Don’t Go! 
[Chen] Ni jiu zai wo yanzhong cong bu ceng fei zou
Gen wo zou ni jiu bu hui xiaoshi huo shizong
[All] Oh~
[Luhan] Jiu xiang meng guo de ni, ni shi wo shengming na ge mei li hu die

[All] Woo hoo hoo~ (Luhan] Oh yeah yeah)
Woo hoo hoo~ ([Luhan] Oh yeah yeah)
Woo hoo hoo~

Wo Ai Ni Lu Han

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