After the rumor spread, I have a feeling that this would eventually happen.

When there’s smoke, there’s fire.

Luhan’s leaving… I know it’s not just a rumor. I know, for me as a fan, I don’t want to believe it but then, thinking of what’s actually happening in the industry and from what happened to Kris, I told myself that I should be prepared.

I have ensured myself with a lot of strength but not enough confidence because deep inside me, I don’t want to fool myself – he’s leaving.

That preparation is nonsense.

Why? I almost breakdown in front of my students after hearing the news. But I told myself, I shouldn’t, so I wipe my tears and held it back.

Actually, I don’t know what to feel and what to say about the issue. At the first place, I don’t know the real reason about him leaving, there could be statements telling us this and that but what is his real reason – within him and the real issue happening among SM artists.

I am one of those people who doesn’t have any right to speak up but in my perspective, as a fan, I should be happy with his decision.

This may sound so cliché but, isn’t it better for us fans to respect his decision? As long as he’s happy we should be happy too. Sounds hard but we have too. I know we will be happier to see him singing, dancing and even acting with all of his heart than to stay in a place he really doesn’t want too. Yes, I do believe that it’s been a tough decision for him leaving other members this way but then, will he be happy doing his passion in a place he's not happy? I guess not.

Sometimes, for you to be happy means giving up of something.

Let’s just believe that he has chosen what’s best for him and still support Luhan and the rest of the remaining group.