why do I live?
I am bad at everything, and no matter how I do to overcome my mistakes, I keep making them.
Why do I live?
I don't sing well
I can't dance
I can't write
I can't make my own project
Why do I live if I can't do what I love to do?
Why do I live anyway if I am so full of mistakes... It's rreally hopeless... I lost hope, I don't know if I'll ever have it back.
I'm not giving up on writing, don't worry. I'll try to finish my fics already published and ... then I'll end it. I'll stop dreaming of all those things I wished I could have.
And what did I want to have? A great review of my writing, or seeing my fics shared as a five star fic. I wanted to sing correctly without losing up to fear. I wanted to dance again the way I used to when I was kid... I wish I could be a choreograph, I wished to have at least three books published, I wished to sing correctly for friends and people who knows me... I wished to be someone proud of who he is, but I am not that person... I'll never be proud. I am just... a failure.
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