So this morning when I was about to go to school I check my instagram and see some Sica stuff... I try to find out what's wrong and when I'm at the school I see that she's maybe leaving the group. I mean seriously?! 

I was just started to become really interested in her since she had always been one of the members I didn't really knew that much about and really was interested in like Hyoyeon fx. And since the Jessica&Krystal show I loved her!

So I tried to search and google it and found out that she maybe is in a relationship and there's rumours that she's going to get married. I didn't even knew she was ina relationship (and if it was I hoped that it would be with Taecyeon, lol)

And before that I found out that she maybe was kicked out of the group. When she wrote that her company and 8 others had informed her that she wasn't in the group anymore I was so close to some kind of lose my respect for snsd. Unless they had a really good reason for it. But I didn't lose my respect yet because I thought if it still was a rumour then I wouldn't do nor say anything yet. Also there was a rumour that she herself said that she would leave the group. 

And I don't know what to believe. People say that she might have been hacked, others say that it might not even be true that she's leaving (even thought sm have confirmed it and it's everuwhere), if she's been 'kicked out' or if she decided it herself. 

What to believe? 

What do you think?

I'm so lost and so sad, because she was about to be my bias in snsd and I love her so much! Ugh... 

This makes me so mad and sad and angry and dissapointed and ugh. But that only if she was kicked out. I'm just sad if she decided it herself. 

Also, I'm starting to like sm less than before. 

(this is from a pic on instagram) 

first there was tvxq - a 5 member band cut down to 2 (I wasn't fan of them, but the point is still there)

Super Junior - a 13 member band cut down to 12

then Kris leaving exo

Sulli going on hiatus from f(x)

and now Jessica leaving snsd

I don't whether to hate or not on sm because what if it isn't their's fault, but I couldn't come up with anything else than that. 

What to do?

Please share your opinion and information with me in the comments... If anybody sees this, ofc ;) 

I don't know if what I just wrote made sense. I'm sorry, just had to come out with it :) And sorry if I sound stupid and I might take some things back but I'm just confused... ^^