idk what to feel about this. with no sooyeon in snsd i'm probably never going to be able to listen to snsd songs ever again. i mean- not to be rude whatsoever but since i'm more of a cube and jyp stan, stanning sooyeon as one of my ulti biases is a huge thing for me. and now she's being kicked out i-

sm has always pissed me off tbh. i mean, yeah promotions are good and all but in terms of being nice and kind- their treatment is pretty ty. idols who have come and go from sm always gets bashed / hated on / whatever you'd like to call it by the ent itself, even though they left for perfectly logical reasons.

but sooyeon's leave is anything but logical. i mean, she doesn't even have a reason for being forced out of snsd. and seeing a photo on twitter about her walking out of sm while holding back tears literally breaks my heart.

not to mention the official statements sm had made. i dont believe any of it. what they said / stated was and will always be a huge contrast to the current situation and sooyeon's words. i don't think i'll ever understand why they even said that no matter how many times i try to.

and, i know i'm not a korean or anything and i dont understand these type of stuffs, but how can people even think her acc on weibo got hacked when she tweeted about her not having a reason? if someone were to hack her acc, it'd be to bash others etc and ruin her idol image. but no, this is her stating how she couldnt wait for the fan meet and greets etc.

i cant say much, bcs unlike every other sone, i'm not a sone and what i feel is purely my sicabian feels overflowing because a broken hearted sooyeon is a broken hearted me, her smiles are precious and to see her cry tears of sadness is just- sad.

snsd has always been known as ot9. and for sones who have been there for them all throughout the years, even the new ones, this must be heartbreaking. it's been 8 years. 8 years is no joke at all. #staystrongsnsd