I could take that haters bash them. I could take that they're dating. I could take that people always say they had plastic surgery. I could take other's criticism and judgement on them.

But I couldn't take that one of them is leaving. Typing her name with the word leaving is painful enough. I couldn't take that the next album once she left, I would hear only eight. I couldn't take that there will be no more sleeping-like a jog Jessica. I couldn't take that there won't be someone who won't be hating on cucumbers anymore. I couldn't take not being able to hear her high pitch scream. I couldn't take that once MC introduces SNSD, no one would say "I'm Ice Princess Jessica.". I couldn't take that there will only be 1 american. I couldn't take that there will be no more smexy JeTi english. I couldn't take that I won't get to hear her english anymore. I couldn't take that there will be no maomao anymore. I couldn't take that there will be no lazy girl anymore. I couldn't take that in there concert, they would have a group hug without her. I couldn't take that once they've won their award, she's not there. Someone who doesn't like giving speeches. I couldn't take that if one day, if I get to see them live in their concert, Jessica is not there dancing and fooling around anymore. I couldn't take that one dork is gone.I couldn't take that there won't be nine goddesses anymore. I couldn't take that one of the Ace couple is gone. SooSic is gone. YulSic is gone. TaengSic is gone. JeTi is gone. I couldn't take that I won't get to see sing and dance again.

I couldn't take that OT9 is no more.

I couldn't take that Jessica is gone.