Today was crazy.

I ddin't know how to react to jessica's situation. 

I couldn't listen to snsd song without wondering who would replace jessica's parts now.

Jessica wasn't even my ultimate bias. Yet my heart is hurting so much. No i don't hate her. I support her. it's going to take sometime for me to accept that she's no longer snsd. 

it really hurts.

I never thought that this would happen to snsd. i wanted them to end beautifully. not like this. 

argh ....