I Can't Even

Rule 1: Post the rules

Rule 2: Answer the questions the tagger asked you then make 10 new ones

Rule 3: Tag 5 other people and link them to this post

Rule 4: Let them know you've tagged them

 

AfterSNSD's Questions:

 

1. What does love mean to you? Do you even believe in it at all?

Love is being able to sacrifice the things you love and doing so because you mean it or because you know it's right, not because your parents think it's okay or because your friends approve of it. Love is being able to change for the better, as a person and as a lover.

And other than that, I'd advice to see 1 Corinthians 13: 4-13 ~<3

 

2. Who is your favorie author on AFF and what's your favorite fic from them?

Do I even have a favorite author? I have a couple~

*sorry, I'm only including complete stories because I've loved stories, but hated endings

AnneOnym - KPocalypse

SkyeLin - Confessions of an Anorexic

kpoponly - Scandal

 

3. What is your favorite book that you've ever read?

I truly loved the Hunger Games trilogy (well... actually, only the first two books...), but I really liked this book called 'Hope was Here', by Joan Baur and 'Cut' by Patricia McCormick

 

4. If you could go back and change one thing in your life what would it be and why?

I get that 'every mistake is a lesson', but I'd like to go back to my sophmore year. My grandfather passed away in the beginning of January and I didn't really mourn about it. It truly bothered me for 2 years. Last year I finally got to cry about it. I always felt that I had to be a rock for my mom, but I didn't realize that I was crumbling inside, too. I think if I didn't put on that facade or pretended that everything was okay for the past 2 years, I would actually be okay now.

 

5. DO YOU LIKE FROZEN?!?! (Sorry hahaha, I love Frozen). And if so who was your favorite character?

Haha. Yes, I love Frozen, but the only reason why I still love it is because I wasn't one of those people who watched it 7 times in the movies theatres, quoted every line, and sang every song. 

Honestly, I love Elsa or Olaf or Kristoff. Elsa, I feel like I can relate to her. Olaf is just Olaf. He's one of those 'helpers/guiders' in the movie, but he wasn't corny or annoying. Kristoff, I just like him, haha. He's pretty typical, but not. Haha. I don't know how to explain it!

 

6. What is the worst thing you've ever done to someone and why'd you do it?

I just stopped talking to my best ex-best friend for no apparent reason and didn't even try to patch things out or find out why.

or

I lied about my best friend just to make myself look better.

 

7. What's your favorite color and is there any special reason you like that color?

Blue~

This is going to sound stupid, but I really wanted to be a boy when I was younger because I mainly grew up with my older sister who was super girly and I was totally not into that. Her favorite color was red and for some odd reason I thought that was a girly color, so I decided blue was my favorite color because it was a 'boy color'. Yeah. Idk. As of now, I'm still a somewhat tomboy (depends on my mood), but I've gotten this love for pink and girly things~

 

8. Have you ever dated someone or currently are? What's the longest relationship you've ever been in? Was it a boy or a girl?

Hmmm... It's a bit complicated and really stupid.

So basically, I've liked this guy (let's call him Mr. Nevada) I met at band camp a year ago. He told me he had a girlfriend so I just stopped myself from being attracted to him. I had another crush on another guy that I've known for about 5 years from karate(Let's call him Mr. Karate Guy). I asked him to my Junior Prom and he actually said yes! I thought something was going on between us, but I wasn't sure because nothing really changed. I saw Mr. Nevada this past summer and I confessed my crush to him because I knew I was never going to see him again and he said he liked me back. The week that I saw him, he did crazy things that I thought no guy would ever do to me. So we're ment to be right? Well, the thing is he lives in the rancher side of Nevada and I live in the capitol of California. He is also someone FAR from my ideal type. We both decided that it wouldn't work anyways, but he keeps texting me and reminding me about us and keeps referring us as a couple. I really hate it because these feelings aren't completely gone, but I still like Mr. Karate Guy and even though I'm no dating either one of them, I feel like I'm cheating on the other. [Sorry, this was way longer than I expected...]

 

9. What was the last lie you told?

"Yes, I'm done my homework, mom."

 

10. Who is the person you trust most in the world? Would you trust them with your life?

I'm not going to be cliche and answer someone like my mom. That honestly defeats the purpose of this question. Truly, I can go on about how my mom is my best and how she's my best friend, but idk. My mom is just an automatic answer for me. I get that someone else's mom might not be, but she s just someone I'd pick without even thinking. She's someone I can completely trust, but I'll be honest, I can't trust her knowing stuff: like how I suffered these past two years or about things I've sacrificed because of her. That'd be too much for me.

The second person I really trust is one of my best friends, Kylie. We don't have too much in common and one of her 'newest' friends, but I can talk to her about anything. She's not experienced in everything, but she always tries to put herself in my shoes and gives me the best advice. She's also not afraid to ask me about anything as well, even though she's a year older than me. She can be funny or serious and knows when to be each. 

Kylie? My life? Naw. I can trust my mom. I feel obligated to trust my mom. Kylie? Haha. I don't think she can trust herself when it comes to making decisions in life.

 

LittlePanduh's Questions:

1. What is your favorite animal and why?

2. Be honest, do you listen to other music than kpop? If you do, what genre or artist? If you don't is there anything you'd wanna try?

3. Would you want to be a director/screenplay writer, producer/songwriter, dancer/choreographer, or manager for your bias company?

4. Poof! I'm a genie! Well... with restrictions...If you have one thing you could spontaeneously improve right now in your life, what would it be? (NOT CHANGE, IMPROVE)

5. If we split into a world where we could only be in one fandom, name your top three, decide your top one, and then explain why you would chose that one over the others.

6. What is your favorite kind of fanservice?

7. Do you play any sports or are apart of any school groups or clubs?

8. I'm a hardcore nerd, so I gotta ask, do you guys have plans for achieving a higher education (for me, past high school) or are you in one currently? For what?

9. Have you ever wished that a group/person (doesn't have to be a bias, anyone) were/was in a different company? Even a small feeling? It doesn't matter if it's illogical! Who(m) and why? [For example, I would say I kinda wish Yenny moved to YG so her songwriting and producing could reach a higher potential than it already is at, but I understand it would be weird since she's a Wonder Girl. Moving would be like being a traitor.]

10. What song would you recommend to a friend who wants to get into Kpop? I'll give you three types a friends. 1) A friend who likes RnB. 2) A friend that likes rock. 3) A friend that wants something crazy and out of the loop.

 

Now I shall tag these people~

I tag my other YunBoA shipper: eyes2blue

I tag my other other YunBoA shipper: CorinneluvSnsd4ever9

**haha. I just love these two because they're so passionate about YunBoA and their writing is so in point, plus they are super supportive of me[: thanks you two!

I tag this chica: yagami_kaito, because she writes a kickass Ririn story and I aspire to write as heart-tugging as her!

I tag this author: InfinityPenguins, because I'm so jealous of her talent that comes with her young age!

I tag my Filipina pen pal: jeamie08~

 

Please do it~ I want to know about you, too! [:

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corinneniix
#1
Sorry I forgot to do! Okk I'll really do this soon
eyes2blues
#2
Wow! Interesting read! It really made us look deeper into your life and we're glad you're able to share it with us! Woot! I've got limited time on AFF atm but when time allows it, imma answer the tagged questions, too! Woot!
InfinityPenguins
#3
You're so cute haha, of course I'll do the questions <3
corinneniix
#4
Aww omg I love you too!! Hahaha
AnneOnym
#5
Aw, LittlePanduh! I'm so honored that you mentioned my fic as one of your faves! I'm actually working on the sequel to K-Pocalypse right now -- about 18 or so chaps in already. Hope you check it out! http://www.asianfanfics.com/story/view/781476