I am so stressed out (rant...ish)

I am so stressed out that it is unbelievable. I have so much I need to do with such little time to do it; all within a 6 month time frame.

1. Changing from a Community College to a University:

  • Having to take my SAT/ACT.
  • Send in my horrible HORRIBLE high school transcripts to my new University (Btw, can a Uni reject you for having such a low HS GPA even though you are in college and have a better GPA now?)
  • Reapply for FASFA and loans.
  • Hopefully finding an amazing dormy who isnt a stuck up
  • Taking the tour around campus
  • Find classes and buy expensive books
  • Pack for dorms; which means cleaning this hell hole room of mine
  • And many other tasks I have to do before I go there.


2. Finishing up this year at Community:

  • It's only been like two freaking months in and I am already in the low C area ;~;
  • Trying to stay motivated after finding out that 98% of your credits at community dont even transfer to my new university.
  • Wanting to drop out because you wasted 3 years for nothing

3. Planning a surprise party for my moms birthday in less than 3 weeks:

  • Renting the venue
  • Inviting friends and family 
  • Thinking of a way for her not to find out
  • Presents
  • Trying to find a way not to have the party found out

4. Trying to finish stories here on AFF:

  • 6 stories on here that are yet to be finished
  • Not even having most of the story lines finished
  • Lack of motivation
  • Yet wanting to create more stories although knowing I can't, but I dont want my subbies to be sad

5. Trying to find a job, but can't because I would have to quit 6 months later because of me switching to a university that is 45 minutes away.

6. ;~; Needing a job because I want to go to Kcon2015.

 

 

.....Many gist of the story: JUST GO STRAIGHT TO UNIVERSITY ISTEAD OF COMMUNITY BECAUSE IT WILL SAVE YOU A LOT OF FREAKING TIME. If I just went straight to Uni, in another year.... I would have been graduating, but now I am back at Freshman level TT____________TT

 

....~ Andy

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Ulzzang15
#1
Just do whut you have to do. Life is ed up, but be stronger. I believe in you. My words may not mean much but I hope you can regain hope and motivation.
ParkHyeri #2
For the books, my best friend's sister said that you shouldn't buy them from the school. Just search online for the used books, or buy them from former students. You save a ton of money that way.
Heme-san
#3
Wow that's a lot. Sounds fustigating. I hope every thing works out, and that you'll find time to relax.