I am sure everyone have their own bestfriend..sure did I..but now my bestfriend and I didnt get along well. we fall so far apart now. how i really miss the moments we spend together. i really have no idea if she still assume me as her bestfriend..we have fought like three times, not the kind of fighting like shouting and pull each other hair, but we didnt talk to each other and it feels so...i dont know how to describe this feelings..but of course i am so upset..lately i think she didnt like me, and she have a better friend..but seriously, i really miss the old her, i miss the laughter and tears we shared together..she is the kindest girl i've ever met, but when she treat me like this, i feel really really sad and mad..i might look happy in front of her with my other friend, but actually im dying inside..i dont know who are the fault now.we're having a really important exam soon and surely i dont want this thing to pressured me up..i really hope we can get together again like we used to be..if she dont want me to be her bestfriend anymore, i dont mind..i still assume her as my best friend forever...and deep inside my heart i really miss her and love her very much..and of course, i hope she feel the same..she used to tell me that she love me, but when things like this happen, it's hard to still believe she love me <3 <3 <3

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