Okay so even though you said this nearly a year ago, it stuck with me. And I don't know if you know it or not but because of it I've been mind-ed for the past 10 months think that you actually liked me. I got a little upset that you didn't text me for an entire week but it's not like it's the first time so I got over it thinking that we might talk somewhere this week or next. And this being so ing typical with you, just when I think that everything is right as rain, here you are with hail to drop on my face. You got a girlfriend? Really?

Okay maybe I'm just thinking too much into this but I could have sworn the words you said where "I like you" and "I wish we could date" and it's like breathing, it's so easy to say something you probably don't even mean.

Maybe you're just not a long distance person and in that case I kinda understand but if that's not the case, why do you always text me like were a ing couple? And me being so stupid to believe any of that just make me even more upset. Every time I say I'm done with you you pull me right back in and hang me on the edge.

It's like having big hopes and faith that a string of yarn could keep me from falling to my death. I honestly don't get you and I don't even want to call you my "best friend" anymore. Goodbye.