I Have A Dream

I always listen to this song whenever I'm down.

Yes, I have a dream. A dream that I, myself don't know whether it can be achieved or not. Is it funny to have a dream? 

If I chase after my dream, I'll disappoint everybody. But if I don't, I'll regret my decision.

"I am who I am today because of the choices I made yesterday."- Eleanor Roosevelt

I don't have self-confidence. I'm not brave. I'm afraid to try. I'm afraid to move on. 

What should I do? 

I'm such a hypocrite. Faking myself. Acting like I am the best, like I don't need help from anybody but I'm fragile inside. Always help others, but fail to help myself.

If I'm to chase my dream, my parents wouldn't support me. 

I really wish I can do things I like freely. With no one forcing me and judging me.

Life is a . Why are people keep judging us? Judging our appeareance without knowing our personality.

People are people. We can't shut their damn mouthes. 

LOL. There I go again.. Saying things like I'm perfect. I also judge people. 

I would say they're s, cheap, have no dignity without knowing the truth. That's so nice of me.

I'm sick of this world, my life, myself, people around me. 

I'm tired with all of these.

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petitebluehawk #1
You are not the only one feeling like that. My parents oppose my dreams to be a designer and now I'm landed in a major which I totally dislike and tbh, I'm still mad at them for forcing me into the course I'm in and that feeling . I just feel like crying and screaming my lungs out sometimes especially when I failed my modules and have es looking down on me. Those girls are making me hating this course much more. In short, I feel you my dear. And the part where people judge each other, I guess its normal for us not wanting to be judge but at the same time, we judge others as well. I do that too but most of the time on those people i dislike & I know them personally :)
yaminohime
#2
awww..I've been there, but don't lose hope. Fighting!