Ok so I just need to write this somewhere. Yesterday I watched TLP and of course it was so wonderful I couldn't sleep last night. It was my first time going to a concert and the struggle was real, I didn't expect young girls here could be so wild. Even while we were lining up to enter the venue, everyone was shouting and pushing each other, I was trapped in the middle for hours and could barely breathe but luckily I didn't pass out. It was so sad when the concert ended, I wish it had lasted just a bit longer ;A;


Sehunnie didn't perform his solo due to his leg injury, neither did Tao because half of the concert it rained and maybe the stage became too slippery. It rained but Baekhyun asked the fans to promise him that we wouldn't get sick, isn't he such a sweetheart? And before I could realize it, the concert had ended just like that. It lasted for 2 and a half hours but it felt like just half an hour. I recorded most of their performances but now I wish I hadn't focused too much on recording, I feel like I didn't watch that much ;~;


EXO in real life are just impossible, especially Sehun and Luhan oh gosh they were so white and flawless like living mannequins ;A; Both of them looked so tall, manly and handsome. I stood near the stage and when Luhan stood in front of me and waved at my direction I could only gape at him and I literally held my breath, he looked like a manly little angel coming to take away my soul (so cheesy sorry) and I was that close to him! I was holding my phone and directing it at him but I was so dazed I forgot to tap the "record" button on my phone! asdfghjkl it happened again when Xiumin stood in front of me with his back facing me and he danced his off. Yeah I missed that golden moment again, I'm still pissed at myself OTL I wasn't a big fan of Xiumin, but seeing him dance only about 2 meters from me made me totally fall for him. So cute y and handsome at the same time ;A;


My stupidity repeated for the third time on the last song "Lucky". Sehun and Luhan passed by and stood in front of me few times, waving and smiling as well. When the song almost ended, Sehun passed by again and walked back towards the main stage, I guess he was walking alone but Luhan came to him from afar behind him and then they walked together with Luhan's arm around Sehun's body. It was the most beautiful part of the concert to me as a hunhan shipper although it was only a very little hunhan moment, but their interaction was so precious to me and I was directing my phone at them all the time. I even made sure I was actually recording them, but guess what, the recording wasn't saved on my phone because of full memory! asdfghjkl I still hate myself for this, I want the concert to be repeated so bad D':


I don't know if I'll be able to watch their concert again because starting next week until the next five years I'll most likely be very busy with univ stuff. I still can't get over Sehun's manly tall figure and his deep voice, Luhan's perfect handsome face and manly hair, Baekhyun's loads of cuteness, Xiumin's y dance and how he proved his charm, also Jongin's cuteness and charm with his white shirt and round spectacles, but mostly I can't get Luhan's face out of my head. I woke up at dawn and couldn't go back to sleep because his face stayed there and I just wanted to see him again so bad, it was just not enough I was so sad I felt like crying ;~; I hope I'll still be this desperate for EXO when they come here again for their second solo concert and I really hope they'll also remain the same, 11 members as one, and maybe 12 again if miracle happens.


As what we all exclaimed before the end of the concert;


EXO saranghaja! ❤❤❤