I wasn't going to say anything because I'm already in much pain, but I thought it would be a good idea to let out all that I was crying out. I was a big fan of Ladies' Code. I love their music. They are so talented and I would listen to their album, singing along. I wake up today to learn that Eunbi has passed away due to a car accident. My heart dropped as my sister questioned me if this was true. I had to look into it. I went to allkpop and onehallyu. It was all true. My heart broke.

I can only think about how scared they must of been. It leaves a bad feeling on pit of my stomach and I can't express how much it hurts to know someone you idolize is gone. Eunbi was so bright, so young, so full of life and now she's not here. She had that smile that could make you smile in an instant. I can't deal with this.

I was crying earlier and it became worse when this damn troll on twitter was talking so much bull about her when he doesn't know crap about the fandom nor Eunbi. He was saying awful things. The most recent one was that he said Eunbi had killed herself for media attention for her group and so many agreed with him. Trolls can be ing trolls all they want, but there is a time and place for everything. What is wrong with people that this is humor? Is the generation we're becoming? A generation that feels no remorse for a person's death regardless if we knew the person or not? It freaking break my hearts that I can't stand up for her the way I want to. I had reported him and so did many other K-pop fans, but his account is still active. I don't understand why. I don't know whether it is because he has a huge follow count or people are reporting him because he's annoying. Fans have to report him for harassment because that's what he's doing. He's harassing a person who can't even speak for herself anymore. It freaking hurts and it ing that people like him and so many others that are laughing at this situations exist. There's so many precious souls gone from this world and we have to deal with people like him.

I'm feeling a little overwhelmed right now. I'm going to go rest. I just had to say something and let out this uncomfortable, painful feeling that my heart is constricted of. I'm listening to happy music, but it's only helping so much.

Rest In Peace, Go Eunbi. I love you. We love you. Forever and Always. I'm praying for the other members for a full recovery.