I think this is my first time ever posting about my life outside aff after the last one about my ex. So anyways, I have this huge well not huge but I've been crushing on him for months! I first saw him early this year, hell yeah he is one cute boy. Okay so I fell for his looks. Tho people said don't judge a book by its cover, you still look at the cover first right? Hah!

Now it's almost  7 months. I think he knows bout me crushing on him, my friend told him. Oh. One of my friend is his best friend. And that friend couldn't keep a secret for the sake of his life. So yeah. My friend showed him a message of him talking about my crush. He showed it in front of me. I was hanging out with my friends, and my crush joined us. He sat in front of me /dead/

{different time} What do you do when your crush is near you? You stare at them! And he sometimes look back at me. I mean. Whattt? You like me or nae boy? Why you keep on looking at me? Okay maybe that's because he could feel me literally him with my eyes. But stop. There's this time, he was in my class. We shared a subject where his class must join with us. So that time, he was sitting at the far back on my right. We were 2 rows apart. He could use the row closest to the door to exit, which is just a row away from his seat but 3 from mine. Instead he walked beside my row, way farther from the exit. I was like, why are you giving me hopes?

Yeah....just need to let it out.