It sure has been a long time since the last time I logged into AFF. Starting last year, I started to fall out of love with kpop. I refuse to keep up with all the rookies and all, and decided that my love for kpop is enough for all the groups I loved before. I'm not leaving the kpop fandom entirely, I still read and some times I would check on their new songs. The usual spark is no longer present and I didn't want to leave AFF completely. My English is much more better than before I started reading fanfics, tho still bad but it's acceptable for me. I guess this is what my sister meant when she said I would leave KPOP behind and grow up. Well she's right about leaving but I grew up while still being in the fandom. Thanks to their songs that made me realise things nobody could have the heart to tell me.

Other than that, I've been perfectly fine at school. Tho still a troublemaker. I changed streams from pure science to sosial science. I couldn't keep up with the subjects as I was so busy the first 3 months of school because I had debate's practice and my grandfather was sick. And my parents agreed to let me change streams. I was glad but at the same time my attitude changed. I skipped school for almost a month and got caught, so now my phone is taken away and I could no longer play badminton. I changed so much that my friends were afraid to approach me. Oh well.

A lot to tell since I don't have anyone to rant my feelings to. Thanks to my subscribers who was here with me since I was Nam Mingi (I forgot my old username but I know it was this). I'm sorry if I couldn't update my one and only ongoing story. Only God knows how much effort I put into that story which I think is cliche and cliche. But still I love it. Goodbye now.

Much love from exopanda