Hate you (rant)

Don't try to explain the fees that I have to pay for classes, I know them better than you. You even call the elite team a freaking department, you fool. I hate you, hate the misery you cause. You say my life isn't that bad, I shouldn't be lamenting but you have been lamenting to me all the time. 

 

Kick me around like a ball, how could you do this to me, say that you support me you fool. I hate him, hate you, the misery, think the instructor will scold me tomorrow because of this. How could you forget, you hate man you used to sleep with. You don't have "issues", yours is a feud that runs deep but is so silly. I hate that I never know who is right, that both of you seems to make sense though it's so contradictory. You say dance is extra, how could you, dance is everything to me. I starved to save up, how could you say that you would pay, you contradict your words, contradict everything, I hate you. 

 

 

How could you ever forget, twisting your words like that. I starved, you tell me no need. But I calculate, I know this system better than you. Don't you ever tell me I'm silly, I'm not. I'm using the only way I can to continue to do everything I've ever wanted. You are the one who continues staying in an unhappy marriage with no intention to save it. You wait for the day he shows you affection, but you just wait and let him " you dry". He thinks you him dry. 

 

Then what about the involvement in the Red Light District. Did it happen, or did you make it up to gain sympathy? To benefit you? You ing pricks. I don't curse a lot, they stay in my head. But you and the misery, this family is ed up. You say every family is like that. I beg to differ, there are many families who tries to solve things. 

 

How dare you say that dance is extra, dance is my everything, dance is my everything. I will do everything to keep it together, dance isn't extra. You act as if you support me but you don't get what's happening. I don't care about money, about you. I don't give a damn about what you tell me. I know you have problems with money and family and but don't you dare tell me that dance isn't number 1. This is the reason why I give you that look. 

 

I always knew of family problems but after my parents fought last Friday, I don't know anymore, I don't want to side, I'm sick and tired of these parents who can't solve their s and start ranting. I've listened to her rant for years about the same thing. 

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Is this about your mother?