To stay at home alone knowing that my parents won't be back soon. 

To be able to do anything I wanted. 

To be able to buy things without caring about the price.

To be able to eat without having the dilemma of choosing to eat or to save the money. 

To be able to rent a place because rent is expensive and if even if I work full time it wouldn't be enough to cover the rent. 

To be able to dream and actually have the money to fulfill my dreams. 

To be happy as I know my money won't be taken away from me. 

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I'm moving house soon, and though the new flat is much cheaper than the one I am living in now, it is much spacious, and I want to feel happy about living there, but I want to move out as soon as I turn 18. I despair as it is impossible unless my parents help me out in any way. But I don't want any help from them. I just want them to not interfere in my life. I don't want to hurt them with harsh words but I loathe them for what they did. And I will be very happy if they left me alone. 

My mom told me to not be so money minded, but what made me like that? You told me you would fork out expenses to support my jewelry making hobby, but I know you will express disapproval if I ask money from you to buy things. 

You told me dad took away a lot of money from my account. But was it you that orchestrated this so you could take away money from my account? I would not have such a bad opinion of him if you never talked bad about him since I was 9, and I'm turning 18 in a few months. 

I want to move away even if this seems hard, work until I die just so I can have enough money to live on my own. Earn enough money so that if I start a family, I can support my kids in whatever they want to do.