I would wake up in the middle of the night and take a long walk, I would let my gaze meet other eyes in an unknown city. I wouldn’t hurry to meet someone new, I am the best on my own, just like you. I would breathe in the emptiness that was left over. If you left me now. I would sit on a train to Paris and leave the old behind. I would get the time over, the one that I said that I want. I would let myself dream about Europe and maybe meeting a stranger who have the same faith as you. I would try my lips against someone else’s if you left me now. I would be able to live without the gaze that made me out of balance. I would miss the moment we have when we just have made up. Maybe would I start looking for old friends that I lost somewhere on the way. I guess there would be someone you’d call if I was not around. I would find someone new, someone younger. It would be too lonely if no one made me feel warm in the night. But I would never be patient enough to be understood, no one understands me the way you do. I would be stuck in my own loneliness if you left me now.