i have been dead for quite some time on this site, and i am not even sure if there's anyone who remembers me on here. but i wanted to say hello, i'm wizardd, previously known as shabondama, and i am a former writer on this site. i wrote stories such as back to 1953, sakura falling, my teddy-bear and many, many more stories up here. i joined this site in june 2012. when i joined this site, i was hardly even 17 years old. i was inexperieced, i didn't know how to write, nor how too describe words in english, a language i merely taught myself by watching and reading other people's stories, watching series and movies and reading books. i didn't know how authorship worked and i didn't understand. but i knew one thing: i loved to write. i quit making stories around august 2013, on here that is. i moved on to other sites, other platforms where i could write. since i, somehow, lost the own will to be writing on there. i felt as if i stopped writing for myself and i wanted to be fuelled up with the upvotes and the comments, and subscribers. i merely wanted more and i guess i wanted my own work to be known. after a while more, i moved on from writing fanfics, to a different type of writing. roleplaying. on tumblr. ( i'm still a part of that community so if there's someone who would want to join me on that please tell me your user and i will make sure to get a contact with you ) but nothing is different than writing your own stories. and making the ending you want yourself. 

a lot of things has changed since i last made a story here. the style and the way i write, the people i write about and also how my stories develop. in a lot of ways, i believe i have matured and become more responsible for how i have been writing, i check more, and i want things to be good. not for the sake of the people who read but also for my own, because in the future, i want to publish my own sake. 

and after reading through my old stories ( those who actually have a lot of potential ) and the comments of them, i have come to make a decision because i realised how much i actually did miss writing on this site. i will come back to asianfanfics and write here.

i don't know how to make this happening but i know that i will. i won't be staying on this account but i will actually make another one and close this one, for good. so if you are interested in following me along to my brand new journery and writing, then please feel welcome to, and if you don't then there's no need to. 

i seldom write about exo, f(x) or other sm artists anymore. despite having a great love for them, they no longer motivate me the same way they did before. and i connect this accounts strongly with sm artists. i can't be here and suddenly make the twist of writing stories with characters such as bts, monsta x, twice, ikon and blackpink. of course i will still write stories with exo etc, but if i end up making a new account but it will be something a lot more versitle and varied other than how it was on this account. it is just a fair warning for those who liked to follow me along on this. 

i want to thank all of those who has loved my stories, subscribed and commented on them all. to thosewho have loved me even when i was writing the most terrible stories but still supported me for them all. i am thankful for these people. i am also thankful for the people who has been speaking to me in person, coming up with theories for my stories and for those who has made me motivated to write more. for the friendships i have made on this site.

i also want to apologise for just disappearing. it was never my intention to be doing so. but i know, some things cannot be helped and i believe that this has become what's best for all at the end of the day. i love writing. and i will keep on doing this. so if you'd like to continue support me, i would gladly be welcoming you all back with open arms. 

- E.