After a quite long time I came back! Not that I was famous or something and barely one of you knows me, but I was a part of ELFs and I was one of the crazy fans of EunHae wave. I knew all these great authors and famous fanfictions and wrote reviews about them (and my heart always missed a beat when some of the authors thanked me for that haha)…

And now I came back after almost three years. Everything is gone. These great authors I started with as famous Monshie09, Changdictator, thisismylastlie, numbuh009 or poisonpickles don’t write anymore, even their accounts doesn’t exist. My friends from this kpop world are gone and I forgot names of those breathtaking fanfictions. And when I succeed to find them, there is just abandoned blog, with the story lastly update the year I left and nothing more.

It feels like I came back to ruined city which used to be all alive, rich and loved. It makes me feel so sorry, because in this ‘world’ I found happiness which helped me to go throught some ugly and nasty times. It made me smile everyday from dawn till dusk. I was hoping I could come back for a moment and recapture the cheerful and happy memories. But none of that happened. It leaves only misery in my soul.

Tell me what happened…