*warning spoiler

My eyes still red since I can't stop crying for two days.

You know what?

I study at a boarding school so it's kinda hard for me to up-to-date about kpop n my donghae oppa.

I just got home this weekend and of coz I will spazz over my SJ n Donghae-oppa

Just then I remember about god's quiz s4 (Donghae's drama) that I only watch till ep 8 coz I have been too bz

And then I see some pics of dead Donghae for the drama n it hits me. Donghae died in the drama.

HE'S FREAKING DIE!! T.T

My eyes start to tears again that I can't even write to update my story. *mianhe*

It's just too sad to see him like that. I hate that writer for the drama, why did you make him dead? WHY??!! I surely can't believe in any happy ending anymore after this incident. My depression is coming back to me. I can't even focus at my study because I keep crying thinking about it. The worst is... I'm such a dramaqueen who is over-reacting for a drama. UWAA~~~ I REALLY CAN'T STOP CRYING.

Why did u do this to me??!!!
 
My hope is getting dark again... I hate this feeling n the fact that I'm so emotional. I keep listening to sad songs... Donghae-ah~~