Weird

I guess I had always wanted to help people but I don't know how to go about helping. Just noe there was a blind woman and I tried to direct her to where she wanted to go but I didn't understand her very well and ended up spending lots of time. Then she tells me that she is familiar with the area and I'm not. I guess I'm not as familiar with the area around the dance studio as I think. 

 

Did she think I was pitying her and she didn't need my pity? She gave me money in the end but I don't know how to accept it if she thinks I'm a busybody. I'm not as confident when it comes to these things.

 

And I try to understand people who wouldn't help me when I was fainting. It hurt that no one cared, that people probably went on their own because they didn't give a damn if I was dying, but now I know that they just didn't know what to do. 

 

How do I go about helping people, without looking like I pity them?

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lilith9999 #1
In this world, all is about money. So if I don't offer money (or similar), I feel guilty, self-centered, bad. I am happy to give money to somebody who helped me. No shame about it.