Hey guys.

Long time no see, huh?

I have been rereading my stories recently, and cringing at my incompetence and terrible story ideas. Stuff that I can't continue on, stuff that is confusing even for me to understand, and stuff that I can't write on. I have honestly been experiencing writer's block for the past half year, and I don't even know how that is possible. I can't even write my school essays right, for God's sake. And to write a speech of all things...

Summer has been hectic as well. I thought that once the school year ended everything would be more relaxed but nah, even without prep classes I still have schedules everyday and it is suffocating. I still have time to do things like exercise and watch shows, but honestly I am just so tired. I have lost like four pounds and I don't even know how that's possible. I saw my doctor a few days ago for a check-up and he told me it wasn't healthy. I'm not skinny, but losing four pounds is something I shouldn't be doing with my body size. I really need to rest. 

I really want to begin writing again. I just feel like I need a fresh start, so I was thinking about deleting all of my stories and starting again, but I really like Return and Locker 2832, and Story of So has come such a long way that I don't even know what to do. I just feel like writing Big Bang fanfiction and doing what I want to do. I feel sorry for my subscribers who want me to continue my stories. I feel like I'll just keep Story of So, finish it, and start other stories. My B.A.P feels really have left me (I don't have the urge to do B.A.P fanfics despite me being a fan) so I think I'll just save it for another time in draft status and put up a Big Bang comedy fanfic in the process. 

so this is what I'm going to do: Unlist all stories except Story of So, Return, and Nothing (it's honestly a pathetic one shot but it's the only thing I have completed here which is sad) and try to update those, and maybe put up a Big Bang fanfic. Honestly, I just feel like deleting my account. I think I'm going to change my name. 

So in the title it says "San Diego." This is because I will be headed to San Diego in two days, and I'll be there for a week or two. So I really don't know what to do because I can't update there (my laptop is not coming with me). I have to suspend my online activities outside of social networking, so I don't know. But I'll try to put up some updates before then. See you guys in my stories~

Thank you all for supporting me. Lots of love.