Hello

I do realize that I haven't update any of my fanfics in like a decade, and I got reasons for it...

actually, no.

It's just the normal mind or brain blockage that's been happening lately. I've tried to update like hundredth times, opening the chapters. But I found myself to close it in the next hour.

It's because the things I wrote felt like crap, I don't even enjoy reading it myself, nonetheless other people. It's like what other say,

'You've got to love yourself first to make other people love you.'

So........... to tell you the truth, I got nothing to do and I'm on my summer vacation, still on my home country.

We went to the so called paradise, Bali. And it was literally a spontaneous idea. We didn't prepared anything and just went for it in early in the morning. It was fun, and Bali is as beautiful as always. I kept wanting my time in Bali with my family to be extended, eventhough I got no plan what to do if we did. So we went home, since my sister need to go to school, and my parents need to go back to their work and earn some money.

Well, I am still on my holiday, but others are not, so I don't have anyone to spend it with except for my dog, and she's been a naughty girl, if I must say.

I can't believe that it has already been a month since I'm back home, and another month to be back to China. That feeling of not wanting to come back is there already. But maybe I will get use to it soon, I hope.

One more thing I'm not waiting anticipate is to be on the plane for 6 straight hours. UGH. Thinking about it just made me tired. I hate travelling, but I love arriving in my destination. I know it's inevitable that you need to travel to arrive, it's like one package, but I just hate it. Sitting, with nothing to do. Not to mention if my phone is low in battery. The horror.

I wish someone will found teleportation soon. That will make my life so much happier.

I don't know what to do for the rest of my holiday, really. All I got is to hang out with my friend, but since my driver isn't here anymore, and the fact that I'm terrified to drive out there on the free road. I'm stuck here, at home. My mom been saying about going on a tour somewhere, but that won't seem to happen.

So yeah...all is good. If only my mind would work and start writing something for the fanfic, it would be better.

I don't want to rant..so byeeeeee~ -.-)/

xoxo.
.dorktikachu.