Guess what?

 

I'M ACCEPTED TO ENROLL INTO THE SCHOOL!

 

*insert fireworks and confetti*
*parade walks out*
 

I just had my exam yesterday, and I must say that it doesn't went so well. I play better during practise, which made me a bit disappointed. I can't even believe my hands were shaking like mad even till the end. It doesn't usually happen that way!

The result are coming faster than I had expected. I had the entrance exam in the morning, and got the result later in the afternoon. The next thing I know I had to take the paper to proof that I am accepted into the school.

I got mixed feeling of course. Partly happy that I'm accepted and the others are feeling a bit worried on how will I survive the next 4 years.

I'll got new roommate, classmate and not mention attending all those classes in chinese....

 

Just thinking about it made me exhausted.

 

 

 

 

I mentioned that it was my birthday 3rd of June. We got this thing in our dorm, that we will wish our friends on the day of our birthday at midnight. So, all of my friends came and wishes me happy birthday with a chocolate cake!
It was pretty big for us, 9 people to eat, especially at midnight. Some of us are too much aware of having supper.

Thanks to my excellent skill in cutting a round cake into 9 pieces, I got the biggest piece out of them all --"

I don't think I'll eat any chocolate cake soon.

 

The celebration ends at 2 a.m. and then I still need to wake up early to practise piano, since I'll have my class at 10 and it was my last class before the entrance exam.
You don't want to imagine how tired I was when I was suppose to be happy on my born day. But it was fine in the end since I passed the exam hihi.

 

 

 

A lot of my friend will be graduating this year, next month to be exact. I don't feel too happy whenever I think about it.

The person who I use to eat dinner together won't be there anymore when next semester, together with her fiancee. We will be missing two people during our after-dinner talk. I know I should be happy for them as they will start the new page of life very soon.

The friend that I alwas hangs around with after church on Sunday, won't be there beside me anymore. We won't be going to random places every week, eat whatever we like, do weird things together. I won't have that one person that I can talk to during our bus ride home.
And that one person who is crazy enough, who will understand and do things together with me.

I will definitely miss her.

 

Someone told me that it's better not to be too attached to somebody, cause people come and go. And it'll always be between you left them or you being left.

 

This morning I found myself feeling empty and lonely. Probably because I got nothing to do, and all my roommates are busy. I found myself happy when I got lesson. And feel the emptiness again when the lesson ends.

But then this afternoon, as everybody went back and gather around, I found all those emptiness filled with happiness. I then realize that people need other people to lean on, some things can't be handled alone.
If you try to do everything alone, you'll just end up with both your hands full and can't move. In the end the only thing you can do is put some things down to turn back to it, or let someone else help you so that you both can move forward, together.

 

I don't know why I thought more I usually does, probably because after the exam I got nothing else to do. I don't have any new piece to practise, it's like I'm aimless.
So, I need to go to my teacher soon and ask her for a piece to play.

 

And hopefully my brain will start working and continue all the stories I haven't finished yet.

 

 

 

love,
dorktikachu