i am ill.

i had a weird feeling of sore on my left eye but i just let it be because i've had it before and it cured less in three days. 

but this time its longer than i thought. i just put on some eyemo to lessen the pain but then i asked my aunt how to cure it asap because she's a doctor and i need to cure it since school is beginning in four days.

my vision got blurred on the left side. my left eye also had swollen and getting redder everytime i put on the liquid. my aunt asked me to snap a pict of my left iris under light so i did and i sent the pic to her and to her suprise, she informed to go for a check up on that night. 

the doctor examined my left eye. i have a perfect package symptoms of having eye cancer. i'm going for a further check up at Klang tonight. its just a newly signs of eye cancer it doesnt mean I AM HAVING IT right? please tell me yes!! i dont want to lose my left eye!

and here i am writing and spilling out my feelings since  no one knows me on real world. crazy am i? heartbroken again and again. 

 YooRaeXO_ (purple_knight)