I just needed to get all my thoughts out there. I could just tell someone but who wants to hear me fangirl and vent over many different things and who has the time anyways. So here I go...I started writing fanfiction because there are alot of different people I want to reead fanfiction on but sometimes there aren't that many stories with them being the lead so that's how I started writing my first fanfiction which has Junhyung as the lead. But when I started out writing that Junhyung wasn't the lead but G-Dragon was and the story was based on a dream I had hence the title of my fanfic is Dream anyways once I started writing the story took on a life of its own and created a different storyline with a different lead so I went with the flow but now I started another fanfic about Dok2 and then I have a couple I haven't even posted yet and I'm just feeling overwhelmed. Sorry if any of my subscribers are reading this and think I am going to quit writing or go on hiatus because thats not happening. I just need to get focused on my two fanfictions but its difficult because I have Eli and his new tattoo distracting me and Kim Woobin screaming for me to write a story with him as the lead. But I will try my hardest to get focused these next few days. With BEAST's comeback and 1llionaire releasing that new album you would think I would have plenty of inspiration but sadly thats not the case. I can't even express how obsessed I've become with Kim Woobin I mean I'm watchin commercials and runway shows this guy has done and thats crazy for me because I usually just stick to variety shows, dramas, music videos and movies they're in. Ughhhhhh Kim Woobin needs to get out of my head :( Anyways I don't expect anyone to actually read this crazy rambling but yea I feel alot better after writing it down. I will probably come here to vent, fangirl, ramble or whatever else a weirdo like me does ^_^