So I didn't know if I should just add to my other blog post or just start a whole new one. Honestly I'm such a indecisive person. Anyways for anyone wondering what happened to me I just want to tell you I'm still here. My family start having problems and I couldn't focus on my writing because I was so stressed out all the time. I'm alot better now and I feel good. My family is fine too. I have a job so thaat takes alot of my time and when I'm not at work I'm in my bed sleeping my life away :( I'm slowly getting on a schedule where I can do things outside of work which means I'm going back to old hobbies yayy! Not to mention there was someone tugging at my heart baiting me to leave Dok2 for him so I couldn't write and thought my love switched. Jay Park is such a charmer I swear xD Oddly Jay Park made me sway for like months away from Dok2 but I'm finding my way back and found my love again and the inspiration I once had for my mafia ff. It was all thanks to Jay Park's new song solo. Totally weird right ^^ I've been listening to alot of different music these days too so that has a impact as well. I fell in love with this Japanese rock band called One Ok Rock so ya know my mind has been there for awhile. I get to go see them in concert next week omfg I can't even express how excited I am! I have one week left before I can see them!!! Dear lord help me control these feels >_<  ok ok so.. Oh I almost have the new update for the Dok2 mafia story done and then I really hope to update my Junhyung one because on my way back to Dok2 I took a detour to Junhyung <3 He looks so different it shocked me but then he started rapping and I was like oh there he is. Theres the dragon I almost gave GD up for lolz. So that's all I wanted to say for now :) anticipate my update I hope its good and not to predictable.

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=4POUDVKNXVI       Jay Park's Solo mv I love it so much. The song the video and the girl who is the main is gorgeous