I am older and I can tell you that even though things seem tough now you do have control over your future. Right now those big dreams might seem impossible or too hard. So start small... Every night set some small goal and the next day do it as soon as you can. It could be something as small as looking a stranger in the eye with a smile and saying good morning. I felt like you once and I did this. It wasn't long before I felt 100 times better about myself and I enrolled in college and tried my hardest. There were better students and more popular people but it really didn't matter anymore because I was trying my best and my outlook was better. The main difference between happy people and sad people is their outlook. That's why rich can be sad but poor are happy or beautiful can feel insecure and plain can stunning and confident. Very few people feel exactly as they appear, everyone has secret insecurities. Just keep telling yourself that things will get better and eventually they will.

Not going tell you about how everyone's not perfect because it doesn't stop this bad feeling from going away. I'm dealing with this and the thing that's stopping me would be my dreams, and my dance instructor's view of suicide. I want to gain their approval but it will go down the drain if I die.

I don't know if I have depression but if I do, then it sure as hell does not feel like depression and I do not need antidepressants or treatment. Things are mundane, no energy to do anything and after I wallow in sadness I feel empty.

if you think everything is gonna be alright after you do something bad you're really wrong... I am not pretty.. I'm a little bit overweight and I don't have a boyfriend... my friends are prettier than me and most of them have boyfriends.. I have arguments with my mom everyday and I can't stand it... nothing's perfect in my life.. I'm studying what's interesting to me now but it's hard and sometimes I feel like giving up.. but I don't because I want to see what life's gonna show me in the future. And yes.. I wanted to end my pathetic life so many times and I didn't just because I know that there will always be someone who will be hurt by my absence..
and you know what?... 2 years ago I was gonna give up just because my old school was driving me nuts and my schoolmates were absolutely stupid and awful to me... and 2 years ago I decided to move to another school and started learning Korean language because I love it... my dream was to go to Korea someday... and u know what?... 1 year ago in my summer break my korean homeroom teacher called me one day and told me that I was chosen with 9more girls from my class to go to Korea on an exchange program... I felt like crying because this is something unreal for someone my age here in the country I live (Bulgaria)... I went to Korea.. felt the difference between both countries and that was the most amazing thing in my life... after that I decided that I want to study even harder just because I want to progress and get out of Bulgaria and live somewhere else...
what do you think about this little story of a part of my life? I could've lost that chance if I committed suicide... just think about it... no one's live's perfect... trust me...I'm 16 years old.. but I know more about life than more of my friends who only think how to have fun now.. I really wish u would think about what I've said

There's always someone who would notice if you disappear, you just don't see it because your self-esteem is to low. No one is better than no one, we are all humans, we all do the same mistakes and that doesn't make you a nice or a bad person. You have to trust in yourself and work hard to achieve your goals, if you aren't happy with your life, change it coz if you keep thinking like that nothing's gonna change. I know that you can do it! And I know that you don't know me but if you ever need to talk, well I'm here :3 ~