its fine, everyone starts from the first small baby step, right? I got depressed too and now i have a writers block. but i kept writing without giving up. and even my sister says that im getting better than when i first started. dont be afraid. dont put it on hiatus either. (although one of my story IS on hiatus XD i just cant writw romance or cliche things) just keep writing and planning. :) you'll gain subbers ^^ hwaiting!!