Well reading this post is kind of making me sad and upset. Song Jieun being my ultimate female bias for god knows long and you being one of my favourite writer, it pains me to see you're lacking interest in her because of some stupid role-player. But I guess I can understand you, sometimes role-playing can seem so real it feels like reality though you know it's not.

However I'll be glad to turn you into a Song Jieun lover all over again!! Jieun is one of the finest creation I have came across. There's not much flaws I can pick out about her. She's absolutely adorable and lovable. And her personality is a plus point.

Here are a few recommendations for you:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=u0hFamVKmi4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=qb2uw9ugd9o
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=_6PjwTzcD6U
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=0xs0sk7Z_WY
Plus she's so dedicated to her work and she preserves to become better - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=WO4LMaxxp0Y
And who can forget about her infamous 'popping' - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=mxnPNAdjC5g
She isn't called Song Choding for no reason - https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=W8sXpYgsJlo

I hope you'll ignore that role-player and start loving Jieun like you did before. I miss your stories and I hope you'll get right back to it after this! ^.^

I absolutely adore Song Jieun and she's one of the very few female idols that I actually write about..
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=7uHYNOiiHkc
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=CuIKEvKj7p4
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=N2zq4n5Uh40
I really like her personality, she's so nice to everyone around her :) https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=jUX8PDtRnBY
The video below is one of my favourites of Jieun cause this was when her first ever song came out, Learning to Fly and her band members sang it for her. You can see how much they love and appreciate each other and how touched she is :) I will never believe that Jieun can ever be annoying ^^
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RzeRoSgldj4

That situation happened to me before and I feel so helpless that time. 1st- my addiction in roleplaying comes out of hand. It comes to a point where I really stay late at night just to continue rp-ing to think that the laptop's on for almost the whole day. 2nd- there are a lot of roleplayers that kind of do a lot of uncommon things that sometimes those things reflect on that certain idol he/she is roleplaying. It kinda because gaaahhh the feeling is so meh.

But luckily my addiction in roleplaying kinda lasted only for 3 days and I went back being normal again.

When that situation happens to me, I list down all of my biases and then I list down the good things that I love about him/her (certain bias) then after listing down the good things, I list down the rumors or the things that he/she as an idol did that made me feel 'meh' on him/her then after jotting down those things I try to think and balance things out then I rewatch some videos of that certain bias of mine then my feels are going to come back.

My feels for Jieun is so-so. Because she's not really on a higher rank in my bias list but she's just too blessed with a lot of features to love and sometimes when I rewatch and replay all of Secret's videos, she tends to creep up my bias list.

C:

//I kinda agree with the first comment. But if you really do love roleplaying then I think you should stay with the 'good' side of roleplaying (e.g. meeting new friends to spazz with or whatever)

C:

I think your situation's pretty normal? Since feels for bias may come and go but who knows, it's also just you who can also bring your feels back. :)


I do wish the best for you.

Try to replay SOng Jieun's False Hope a lot. Every time I rewatch that video, not only do I feel good because she looks smexy hot in that vid but her voice kinda refreshes my soul also.

She's one fine girl and I consider her as a one of a kind idol in the Kpop industry.

Sad to hear this but stay away from roleplaying for the time being if this continues? Because it isnt worth to lose your feels for jieun just because of stupid people ;((