So maybe some of my subscribers remember that last year my life had gone downhill... and I stopped writing..well if you guys even cared to read last blog post but I'm hoping at least one person did. Well Anyways, my life has changed a lot since then. About my boyfriend at that time... it was always an on and off thing and he just broke my heart so many times and I don't wanna get into that because it's not like any of you care, but if you're curious you could message me about it. I no longer live with my mother.... maybe i should get into more detail about that. You see, with all the things my mother had taken from me, that still didn't stop me from seeing him so every weekend I stayed over at my aunts place and she would cover for me while I left to spend time with him. This eventually didn't last long until my mom found out. But not only that, she found out he was 19 and that's when she threatened to involve the police even though he had done nothing wrong. So one day I came home from my Aunts and the house was silent. My mother did not say one word to me and neither did her boyfriend. So I just walked down to my room and you know what I see? Everything Destroyed. All my stuff were thrown on the floor, all my posters ripped off my walls and so on. So all I did was sit on the floor and cry. I really didn't know what to do at that point and I kinda just broke down. Then a few minutes later I hear my mother call me "Hurry up and clean your room then come upstairs and eat your dinner." To be honest I didn't want to do anything in the state I was in. By the way during this time I was broken up with him but he still wanted to be a friend to me. (At this time I really never gave up on him and I still loved him. Boy was I stupid..) Anyways, while in tears, sitting on the floor in the middle of my room I called him. I said.. "C****, (sorry can't say his name) I'm in tears, I don't know what to do. I need you." He was quiet for one second and then he told me... "Christine, you know what you do now? You pack your ... and you leave now. You run right out that door.. and go to your aunts place again and I'll call her to let her know your coming.." So I did just that. I mostly just left because I wanted to be with him. He was pretty much the reason why I left. Because I loved him so much. I was so scared but I did it. I had about 5 full bags with me and I ran upstairs and out the door. I remember when I ran out, I heard my mother yelling from the door threatening me that she would call the police but I didn't listen. I kept running. So now fast forward. Now I live with my aunt. I have the freedom to go be with friends and family even though it's a bit tough to live with her, it's still a better life then I had before, I do still keep in contact with my mother because I believe that me and her have to mend a fence... She has to realize what she did wrong as a parent so we could start fresh. She has gotten a bit better but she still has those times where she would yell but it's alright. I no longer talk to "him" anymore. He broke my heart many times and dumped me. Have you ever heard the quote "The people that leave you will make room for new ones"? Well just that happened.. I met an amazing guy and we have been dating for quiet a while now and I love him more that anything in the world :) He treats me with such respect that i had never received before and I am extremely happy with him :) Here are some pictures if you like xD So now that I started a fresh new life... I'll be back on track with my stories :) Thank you so much guys for waiting so patiently. I love all of you! :D