Hey guys you've probably noticed that i promised you guys more updates this summer but alot has happened to me. :\  You guys probably don't care but if you do you can continue to read if you want.

So this summer I met this guy and he was amazing! He always made me happy and laugh all the time. But I couldn't tell my mom about us being together. If i did, many bad things would happen. (If you know what i mean -.- imagine someone like an evil character from a movie that plays a very strict parent. That's my mom right there :\) Anyways, We kept quiet but then my mom started to notice i was on the phone alot lately and started to feel curious who i was talking to but i always hid it from her. So just yesterday my mom almost took my phone away to see who i was talking to and i took the phone away from her again. But then as i was talking to my boyfriend, he told me that it would be better if we told her the truth than her finding out. So i built up the courage to tell her and her exact words were "I WANT YOU TO END THINGS WITH THIS BOY AND I WANT YOU TO TELL HIM NOT TO TALK TO YOU ANYMORE. YOU NEED TO FOCUS ON YOUR STUDIES AND GET A GOOD JOB!" Then I replied to her "I PROMISE I'LL FOCUS ON MY STUDIES AND I WONT DO ANYTHING STUPID. I'M 16! YOU HAVE TO LET ME STAY WITH HIM AND LET ME GROW UP FOR ONCE!" Then she replied "NO I DON'T CARE! WHILE YOU ARE UNDER MY ROOF, I WILL NOT ALLOW YOU TO HAVE A BOYFRIEND AND THAT IS FINAL! FROM NOW ON WHEN SCHOOL STARTS I WILL PICK YOU UP FROM SCHOOL EVERYDAY, I WILL CUT OFF THE INTERNET, AND I WILL CUT OFF THE PHONE LINES IN THE HOUSE IN ORDER TO STOP YOU FROM TALKING TO HIM!" By the way during this whole argument i was in tears. So I went down to my room and cried the whole night and texted my boyfriend what my mom said and he promised to stay by my side. The next morning (which was today) I over heard my mom calling the company to shut down the internet and the telephone line like she said the night before and I over heard that it would be taken down in a month. I then told my boyfriend and he started to worry so he decided to end things with me before anything got worse (for my safety). I didn't like his decision but that's what he did. So this whole day I was in tears and i'v been trying so hard to convince my mom to let me have a boyfriend but nothing has worked and I just made things worse. So in two days I have lost my boyfriend, connection with my friends, my freedom, my internet, my privacy, and pretty much everything I loved. 

So in one month I will lose my internet and I will no longer be able to update. Hopefully i can pass by a library or something and update a bit but for now I must say goodbye. I wanna thank all of the people who have read my stories and who have waited so patiently and I would also like to say i'm sorry.