This happy camp was awesome. Made my day.

Just in case you didn't know, I like EXO-M a lot more than EXO-K. I always get the M albums and stuff. So I'm gonna talk about M a lot.

Lay really shines now that Kris has left. Is it just me or does it seem like he's the leader now? I've always liked Lay and he's moving up  in my bias list. Tao needs to watch out. At the end when he cried, the things he said were beautiful. They made me cry. He really cares about the fans. I worry that some of the EXO members don't like us anymore because of the sasaengs getting out of control but Lay let me know that he cares still. It makes me happy. It really does. And his composing was really cool. I have a keyboard that I think I could use to compose but idk how lol I'll google it later. Lay is inspiring. He deserves to be leader now.

Tao made me laugh a lot this time. He really is funny. And the heart-to-heart at the end made me cry. With things that are going on in my life right now I could really empathize. "They all smiled as if it didn't happen." That hit home. Not just because that hurt like hell. But because I said the same thing yesterday about someone who can't seem to find his way back into my life (since none of you really know me, I'll just go ahead and say my brother has been struggling with drugs for years and he was finally fixing his life when he got back on them). 

I really feel with them. I do. But at the end they came together and cheered. That was when I realized that I still have much to be grateful for. I still have people that love me. Sure, sometimes it seems like I won't be getting my brother back any time soon, but I still have my other brothers, my parents (kinda), and my friends. Aside from them I have my band family. And then I have this fandom.

Im so grateful for this fandom. I'm so grateful I have a thing to look forward to at home finally. Who knew that my wifi would be carrying my hopes.

Im so sentimental...

<3 love you all