Its happened this afternoon, my music teacher canceled the class because the key was missing (more like in someone's 'care' lol). My friend and I was dejected because, yeah, only in music room we can go crazy liek; dancing to overdose 'crazy' version kekeke or karaoke baby dont cry with so much feeling —more than Suho's precious feeling+face (lawls I'm babbling here -.-)

So, we're just walked around the school since its not the time to back home yet. Annndddd I stumbled into maaaaiiiii excrush.

Friend: yah, thats your crush. oops excuse me, EX-CRUSH, I'm sorry~
Me: *roll eyes* please, like I care. He's happy with her girlfriend, thats why I left him
Friend: pfftt 'left him' ? more like 'heart-brokenly left'
Me: hey, go ask him if he has the keys.
Friend: yeah thats right. He's the leader of the choir team, so the keys maybe at him.
Me: So ? Go and ask him now. we have no time- oh no no no no he's going away
Friend: *drag me to him -.-* ...
Me: aah..we..I..um..music room's keys?
Crush: oh yeah, its at me. why do you want it?
Friend: we have class this evening, so we want it.
Me: um..yeah..
Crush: follow me to my class, I'll give to you

ohooo here start my the 'Nynadea's version of Akmu's Give Love mv'

He then lead us to his class, and I was liek

"why can’t you understand me?
You don’t understand, I like you
let me slowly come into your heart

The important thing is the heart
I’m not liking you just for your face (no no)
If it’s about you, no matter how small it is, I remember it, I’m a mania
Like a romantic comic book, every night I pray like this

Give love, give me some love
Give love, there’s not enough love
I give the love that grows every day to her but she doesn’t accept

Give Love
Give Love

I didn’t do anything wrong
But why do you 'ignore' me for no reason?
Why can’t you understand me
I like you

After I found out you 'ignore' me
You made my strong motivation wither away
I thought my heart racing days would be over
But once again, slowly

Can I get closer?

In case you would hate me even looking at you
I secretly hide behind and tremble with fear
When the sun sets and the moonlight rises
I get courageous and I tell her my heart
But she and I grow too far apart
The love that gives and gives gets thrown away on the street, stacking up like dead leaves
When spring comes, it turns into dirt but I put my hopes up for a new sprout"

Friend: *whisper* stop confessing to him without him knowing duh -.- even you did that, I think it obvious enough beacause that 'give love' thingy, stupid
Me : really ? I dont think about it earlier. I just have that feeling that I should sing it to him tho *pout*
Friend: yeah yeah, you and your feeling, lemme remind you again, because of your feeling, you almost make you crush-slash-bestfriend run away because of your sudden confesssion -.-

Okay thats all I want tell you guys. I'm sorry if it bored you or whatever >< And, yeah when I wrote this, I rethink my act at the school earlier, I dont think I can face him or everyone at school tomorrow. Oh my thats so embarrassing /facepalmed/