Notice :

Before you read, please at first read all the rules here

1. For your information, i'm not on Intl Fans's side or either Kfans's side

2. Please read until the last words and pay attention at what i write because these is what i had thought about all the mess we've been through

3. Do not bash me, people had their own thoughts and if you had your own thought then you can comment here and said what you want to said but not bash me. Please put some respect on me

Okay, so let's begin!

First, i want to inform you, i write this blog because i can't let it out on my twitter account because if i did, i can make my friends (that i surely will affected of any kind of my tweet) got mad, and i can't either let it out on chatting with some of my friends because, heck, we got a different thoughts, so talking to him/her didn't help at all (and i found it awkward).

Second, as what i write in the rules (or notice) above, i'm not either in the International (Intl) Fans or Kfans'side, please do not asked me question like, 'where are you come from' or 'are you korean?', 'where do you live' or such things because i don't feeling like talking about myself, my real identity so please bear with it, i have my own private live.

So, i've been is a mess from start. I think liking exo is the best and most-right thing that i ever do. But i think, i've false. About Kris's lawsuit. I'm confused. This Kris's issue is just a week before my birthday, and if you want to know, being an egoism-fan afterall, i still hoping that i would having a birthday while seeing all my oppas, 12, together, again, i was wrong. I was in mess. My friend (that are Kris's fan) kept chat me about this thing and blah blah. She was putting blame to him, and said he was...bad, that kind of thing. But, surely i'm not all trust her, so i went to twitter and stalked everything, every users i could stalk. I read all the news, all the possibility. As what i observed, all people on my tlist are probably trust him, but again i'm sure that much people had turned their back to Kris. For what i see, much of Kfans had blame into him. Even them had bashing over the exo-m member, bashing them (for this one i can't actually remember what they're shout to them but i'm pretty sure it's not a good thing). And, if you want to know, all of my Intl fans did support him. They even comment any positive comment to Kris's instagram and tweet many of their thoughts about Wu Yifan, that i know are the positive one. Well, me too. I really believing at this guy. I knew there's something wrong about him but i'm pretty sure it's not about he's a bad guy or something. Kfans said Kris are betrayed his own members, and blah blah. Let get the things right, we're just fan.  Not much, not less. We just know them, like, know.  Their name, age, and all thingy, but the real story behind all the news that spread to the social media? we knew nothing.

Afterall, there's another rumour spread on the next day. Kris was suffering from a disease. And the disease is a freaking myocarditic (i don't know how to write it, lol). I'm not a doctor so i actually didn't know what are these disease, and when i'm checking up from google, i found it so, so scary. It's a heart disease that, well, can cause a death(from what i read), and it only can be healed by self-heal (like from his/her own body and not by some surgery or something like that). I don't know wether Kris is really having those disease or it just a rumour, so i checked again the news, and Sina (weibo) only tagged a picture from a hospital that had Kris's name on it. But, again, a fan spread those rumour about him having those disease. And, once again, Intl fans are so, so noisy. They kept saying things like, 'didn't SM threat him well', or 'What the did SM did to him', and such things. Oh, if remember, there's trend on twitter #SMworstcompanyever or what is it. They even spam by mentioned to @/SMtownglobal like, ' you sm', ' the ceo', and there's even a picture that had Allkpop's background and the tittle of the news was, 'SMent CEO Young Youngmin death' and blah blah. SM had tweeted about EXO entering billboard, but Intl Fans were replying and spamming right away after SM tweet these with words like, ' you SM' and such others and SM deleted it in seconds (or minutes maybe? because when i checked that it already deleted).

So, when i asked many of my friends about Kris's thing, some are saying they're still put their trust to Kris and some other are saying they're leaving because of Kris. How pity, you're not Kris, not even exo member, and you just leave because this idk issue? We don't know how is it going in Kris's home, in Exo's dorm right? I even heard that Kfans are saying that Kris are betrayed their members, and the exo members started to unfollow him on Instagram because he deserve it (what the actual ?) and they even saying because Baekhyun was the last person that unfollow Kris, because he had lied about his phone that he forgot to bring (because from what i read on twitter, some Intl fans said that EXO's phones are in their manager's hand and the manager of the sm staffs started to doing crazy thingy) and he got slapped by sm staffs on the next morning, and even the fans that waited in front of SMbuilding overhead Baekhyun was screaming like, 'Let go of me' or something like that.

Again, what i thought was, they're on the outside of the building, and how come did they can heard this?! Let me remind you, i knew exo had lots of fans. If i said lots, i mean many many lots. All over the world. Not just korean, but in China, Japan, Thailand, Philipines, Europe, Dubai, Indonesia, all over the world. You can't imagine, if we all together, meet together, we can be the most strong fans like, ever. But, again, there's much people that don't like exo. Do not forget the haters, antis. And i just want to remind you, Kfans are strong because Kfans didn't just swallow what they heard, they heard, they asked, they observed is it really or just haters that spread those rumours. And, Intl Fans, i think they're much annoying. Do not think bad first, let me explain to you.

...Continue to Part 2...

(A/N: I'm sorry from all the grammar errors because english is not my first language. Feel free to comment what you thought or asking something to me, but again, don't bash.  Because people had their own rights to let out what they thought about anything right? :) )