Sorry for my long rambling guys. I just can’t keep silent with all of this mess right now. I need a place where I can share my opinion, so I share it here. Don’t worry, I’ll update my story(es) tomorrow. I’ve write half of it and just need to finish it.

Some of you messages me through my personal account about this issue, and most of it are almost the same. So I decided to post some of the Questions I got from you. If you want to talk or ask, you can message me on my personal account; KakaoTalk, Line, Twitter, BBM or even Instagram. Feel free to add or follow me. Just message me who you are and your AFF’s ID because sometime I didn’t confirm the request. PM me for my SNS’s ID...

As we all know, we got another ‘present’ from EXO. This is no other than Baekhyun’s dating scandal. You know, what? I’m dissapointed. Really. There are alot of things I want to say about this issue. Don’t get me wrong, okay. This is just my opinion, and I don’t hate anyone involved. And please read this until the end before you judge me and my opinion. Once again, this is OPINION. We live in a modern era where we have the right to shout out our opinion.

Did you hate Baekhyun because of this dating scandal?

Hell, NO! Not at all. I didn’t hate Baekhyun nor Taeyeon. I don’t even care who Baekhyun dated. Whether she is from SNSD, Apink, Girls’ Day, a non celebrity, whoever it is. I don’t even care. I don’t even protest if he is in a relationship. He is a human too; he have heart and feeling like us. It is his personal life, he have the right to date anyone he want. It’s not like he is under age or something; he is at the age to have a girlfriend too.We can’t predict who our heart will belong to, so does Baekhyun.

Then, why are you dissapointed in him?

As we all know, this is so sudden. The water just getting calmer after the big wave (Kris’s issue) and here comes another wave. I’m dissapointed in him because his and Taeyeon’s behaviour; not because he is in a relationship. Well, someone at his age have the right to go on a date already. It is because what these two have done especially on SNS. Firstly, we thought they (or only Baekhyun) make instagram account to communicating with the fans, and the truth is they use it to sent a hidden messages to each others. Second, the way taeyeon used her fans’ gift to send a hidden message to Baekhyun and Baekhyun used the fans’ cheering support to send a message to Taeyeon. Third, when we all saw how tired Baekhyun is everynight at SM Building, we always told him not too overworked and have enough rest. We are worrying over him; over his health. And there he was, in the middle of the night spending his time with Taeyeon. We thought that he didn’t get enought sleep because over worked with practice, but it is because he stay awake to be with Taeyeon. Aren’t we worried over something unecesary? The last, the sentence “Taeyeon is the only one who support him during Kris’s scandal”. Heck, what are we then? Are we just people who brought money for you? We are here; supporting him. We are here; loving them unconditionaly. We spend our time and money for them. We didn’t want anything in return but their smile; and for them to reach the top, to reach what they’ve dreamed for. I know it didn’t come from Baekhyun himself, but looking from what he had done, I think the way he think is almost the same. That’s what I’m dissapointed the most. Not to added the promises he said. I’m not buying the promises in the first place because I know they are human too; just like us. But if you can’t fulfill the promises, better not promise anything in the first place. Promises are debt that God would ask us in the afterlife and we have to take the responsibility of it; counting the amount of people we gave the promises for. I know you know what I mean here and I’m not going to talk about this anymore.

So, you mad at Baekhyun now?

Once again, I’m dissapointed. If you ask me, it’s different. If I have to choose, I pick mad rather than dissapointed. Because for me, if I mad at someone, the anger I have would decrease soon or the person could do something to erase my anger at them. But dissapiontment.... We can’t turn back the time. There’s nothing we can do about it.

Is it because of Baekhyun’s underage drinking issue?

I like someone isn’t for their past. But for who he/she is. Past is past. Everyone have a wrongful acts in the past, right? So does Baekhyun. I’m sure there are alot of idols who did what Baekhyun had done. And I’m sure it is most of them. So, why bother?

Then, you didn’t support their relationship?

Rather than supporting their relationship, I support whatever Baekhyun’s decision is. Whatever it is, it must be the best for him. I’m still hoping whatever the best. But still, it didn’t mean I support their relationship like shipping them or something like that. I hope you get what I wanted to say.

Are you going to leave the fandom?

What the heck? NO! I care and love the others too much to give any f* to Baekhyun’s scandal. I’m sure the other members are the one who hurt the most. They didn’t do anything but they received the punishment. Leaving the fandom would hurt them more than they already are. So, NO! I joined the fandom because of all of them; not only one person. If I joined because of one person only, then I’ve left during Kris’s scandal since I’m Kris biased. But eventhough I’m Kris biased, I love the others just as much.

So, what if there’s another member(s) whose relationship will be revealed later?

Just like what I’ve said before, I don’t care. It is their personal life and we can’t involved in it. As long as they are happy, then go ahead. As long as they aren’t as hypocrite as Baekhyun’s and Taeyeon’s acts then I think I’m not going to dissapointed. Like how Baekhyun said he won’t date; he thought Taeyeon just as fan and blablabla. Or Taeyeon who stated that she just thought Baekhyun as a brother, and not a man or blablabla. That’s what I didn’t like. I just hoping than no one would have a short mind like Baekhyun’s. For example, if Sehun will be revealed dating Daeun, I’m not going to be surprised since they always shows how important the other is for them and not talking nonsense like Baekhyun and Taeyeon before.

You hate Taeyeon?

No. I’m not SONE, but I didn’t hate them either. I just like them. Taeyeon is one of the SNSD’s members who I like the most other than Hyoyeon and Yoona. I just didn’t get it; how can Taeyeon be that childish? From the SNS until the way they date. How could they date in an open car; kissing for more. It may be alright for Taeyeon because she have been in the industry for almost 10 years, but Baekhyun? He just entered the industry for freaking 2 years and on the peak of his career. Taeyeon is older and longer in the industry, she must understood the risk of doing that. It seems like she is desperate to go on public from the way she acts and posted on SNS. I don’t know... Just seems like that.

How about the rumour that it was scripted by SM?

There’s not enough evidence. Most of them just the fans’ logic. Whatever it is, everything have turned out this way; people already dissapointed or even hating them; fans already leave the fandom. What can we do? Once again, we can’t turn back the time.

Words for Baekhyun?

I’m dissapointed, most of fans did. It isn’t because you are in a relationship with Taeyeon. But because of the way you acted. Are we just no one for you? I know it isn’t your and Taeyeon’s intention to fooling your fans, but it seems like that and that’s what we felt about this issue. If you want the fans’ support of your relationship, you must’ve act wise about everything. We are here for you; we aren’t just your money machine. Please think about it. And I hope you spoke up soon. How can you let Taeyeon be the one who talk first? You have to step up for yourself, your members, your girlfriend, and your fans.

*This is only my opinion. I didn’t ask anyone to have the same thought as mine.