Warning: I am writing this blog, because I want to ease this uncomfortable feeling inside me. This is my own view, my own opinion. Please be open-minded when reading this.

I am a TaeNy shipper and a YulSic shipper.

A LOCKSMITH AND A ROYALIST

April 3, 2014 

I was at work, and was on a break. Normally, I would just take a nap, but I decided that time to check the net. NICKHUN and TIFFANY DATING. My mind went blank. I was like, 'Oh. It came sooner.' then the tears. My workmates laugh at me and I laugh at myself too. They are Idols, but I also knew that they are humans, that needs to love and be loved. During the series of scandals and dating issues, I already start to prepare myself for this kind of news. But it came sooner than I thought, and my heart wasn't strong enough for the impact. I tried to understand and be happy but it was hard. My thoughts was, 'Why him?' Why now? Why not later?" But of course, it won't be answered.

As the time past, the hurt lessen but was still there. The fictions helped. 

June 19, 2014

Preparing for my school (Second courser- Evening class), I checked Allkpop. BAEKHYUN and TAEYEON DATING. No tears (not necessarily no hurt), just QUESTIONS. 

(Pardon me for the next sentences, this is my RANT)

"What the heck! BAEKHYUN?! Why taeng?! F***! He's just a KID, a BRAT! I think he can't even protect you! Damn! I think he would even cry for his mommy! Why Taengoo?! Fetching him and using your own car, dang! you look like his SUGAR MOMMY!!! Why not chose someone who can stand beside and not look like he would pee his pants? F*** Why taeng?! WHY???!!!!"

Forgive the french.

After calming down, this what my thoughts are. HE is someone taeyeon chose. And as much as I DON'T LIKE HIM, I want to believe in taeyeon. I want to see how far this relationship will go. MY opinions won't change taeyeon's decision. 

Even TaeNy will only be real in FANFICTIONS, I'll still be a Locksmith.

YULSIC, now how about you two?