don't know what i'm doing with my life... but i'm back... for now.. it wasn't a long time i was gone... but yeee

i seem to get these weird thoughts and then i want to shut myself away from everything.. but i'm feeling a bit better... will meet with my therapist in the beginning of next month...

and sorry for being stupid or anything... i'm not feeling like good, but a tiny bit better... sometimes i just need space from everything and then go back.

oh, and the baekhyun and taeyeon dating isn't rellay making me feel any better but hey... if i wanted baekhyun to date a girl, taeyeon was the only one i would approve of, eheh... i'm so immature, srry. have mixed feelings about it, a bit sad, but most of it is because i've had my bad experiences with boyfriends and since i don't have one now to cheer me up in my dark time now... i feel a bit more extra sad about stuff like that... haha.. but congrats to them... even tho idk what i should feel.

but, hi anyways...