So it is one of the morning in my contry, I was slept and something woke me up. I had this need to check my AFF account. And I saw a post of one friend in here and I was happy because she is fine, she had problems but she is fine and she is trying...

But after reading her post I got worried because I don't know how she is, now I can not sleep, and I feel I am the useless person in the entire world.

One friend of mine, a friend that was friend of the house, pretty close, made a mistake, now she is not with us... I feel terrible, it was the day Kris announced his demand to SM... it was an awful day... but she, the girl in here, I don't want to miss her too.

I am tired, not for worried about her or have some (a gigant )interest,  just, for being so negative... all the time I am negative.

But I want to have faith in her....

 She will make throw this.