I started writing this ABAB style poem back when the problem first surfaced... but I didn't share it until now. This problem has always been bothering me, because as a true fan, I really care & am concerned about this, so now, I'll make my voice heard. If it's too long for you guys to read, I've inked the important words in red, so you can read just the red part, or you can scroll all the way down. I have it summarized there too. This is for EXO. This is for Kris. These 12 individuals are people I truly admire. Words will never be able to explain fully & accurately what my love for EXO is. These guys will always have my respect.

 

 

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I BELIEVE IN YOU & I TRUST YOU

 { eternal -12  love & support }

 

 

We're only human after all, and we only live one life.

 

Even if I was told to live quietly, for you, I'd rather put up a fight.

 

I was your supporter from the very start, and I will only support you till forever.

 

Even though I understand nothing, I believe in your choice, so for the boulders on your shoulders, I will become your lever.

 

Like I said, I still don't know a single thing and a mass of confusion has clouded my mind.

 

Looking at the two, I falter knowing it's either this or the other, but I don't want to be choosing sides.

 

Each side is complicated and deeply hurt, yet we, the public, can only know and see so much.

 

The tension is tough, and there is hate going on. The immaturity level rise above such,

 

So on behalf of those who have caused such deep and severe pain, I want to apologize.

 

I want to apologize to them, who is stressed, hurt, confused, and deeply agonized.

 

And especially to you, who have fingers pointed at and blames shooting towards you, as you, alone, bravely stand for your wanted rights,

 

As you hold on strong with darkness in your eyes and up in the sky are clouded with lights.

 

And now I sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart from just me, myself, and I.

 

Sincerely apologizing because I still believe "We Are One" but yet I'm the confusing one, putting myself up into a lie.

 

I'm sorry for not wanting to choose but my mind led on as we are only human, and we only live one life.

 

I promise I'm not standing behind them and in my hand, a deadly weapon, known as a knife.

 

My tears can never prove my love for them, but I know deep inside that they will forever be engraved in my heart.

 

I trust them with my heart, my soul,  and I know they will do well, whether together or apart.

 

On my left are the 11 members who continues to stand strong for both them and their fandom,

 

And on my right is the 1 member I still admire who is struggling, fighting for his freedom.

 

See, people can say all they want and tell me what they believe,

 

But they will never understand my desperate hopes and passion and especially my grieve.

 

The fact that 12 beautiful men has impacted my life forever and have deeply touched my heart,

 

The fact that these 12 men are the ones who gave light to me when I was trapped in the dark,

 

Those people will never understand the true feelings of a broken-hearted fan,

 

Who is weak, but yet, still struggling to do all that she can,

 

To support the people she loves and the people she admires,

 

Even when no more tears will fall, and even still when she’s tired.

 

I am this broken-hearted fan that those people will never understand,

 

Though I don’t really mind, because even without them I can still stand firm on land,

 

But, see, I wouldn’t have been able to stand if it weren’t for them,

 

The people, who to me, shines as bright as white gems.

 

Of course, there are many who inspires and are known as idols,

 

But there are a few amount people who overcomes the shadows.

 

To me, those few are the 12 wonderful men that are currently in a controversy,

 

And because they were my aid when needed, I will gift to them my voice through this poetic ecstasy.

 

These 12 warm-hearted men who many of us know as EXO,

 

No matter the situation, will always be supported by us fans whom our love will never away go.

 

 

 

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Summarization:

We're human. I live quietly, but for you, I will fight. Your supporters will support you forever. I believe in your choice. Each side is deeply hurt, and the immaturity level among fans rise exponentially, so I apologize. I apologize to them and to you. I sincerely apologize from the bottom of my heart.

I believe "We Are One". My love for them will always be there. I trust them, that no matter what, I know they will do it well: the 11 members & the 1 member.

People will never understand that 12 beautiful men had deeply touched my heart, and that these 12 men gave light to me. People will never understand a broken-hearted fan who is doing all that she can to support, love and admire those who gave her light. People will never understand.

I can stand firm on land for them, the people who shines brightly. There are many people who inspires, but there are few people who are able to overcome the shadows. They are the 12 wonderful men known as EXO. We, the fans, will always love you guys, EXO12, and this love will never go away.