first of all i'm crying rn , yes i cry alot but whatever i'm sooooooooo pissed off , i mean things never go the way i like and i'm really getting frusturated at this !!!
so my brother installed this stupid anti-virus program and it has this password saver , so when i tried disabling it for like 1h , when i desinstalled it , it bugged and it wont install or desinstall so it's truck like that and now i dont know what to do with it and it got me really frusturated and i want to bang my head off on the wall but i'm too pissed off to do it !! and idk what imma say to him and then -it's always like this when i start crying- started remembering everysingle on the freaking galaxy that makes me sad , so i cant stop crying , like

why

the

fudge

!!

the fact that i'm not loved

that i'm a freaking potato

that i'm 23rd on the BTS KCON competition

the fact that i'm useless and everytime i touch something it gets broken !!!!!!

GLOBAL WARMING

everything let's not start with the problems i'm having with my male friend cuz i think imma start crying blood + the crush thing i'm having + family and the fact that we have a ceremony to celebrate our new born this weekend and the preps and it ii caaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaant take this anymore fjdgfiezdhpozdjoziedhuyeg

fuezi

idltifhgf

jkh.....
 

let's just sum everything up that i'm on the boundaries of insanity and the wind is blowing badly towards it and i kindda wanna give up and sink into the depth of craziness and i'm making a list of to do things  when i'm you know coucou and on the top is to buy somekind of weapon and kill everybody including my computer that i'm this close of bangging my head through its screen :))))))))))))
kay bye