Hi guys :) I'm somewhat in a weird mood today, mainly because I feel so..unispired. I managed to type down a foreword, yes, but that idea has been on my mind for quite some time (and I mainly wrote it because I couldn't write anything else). I just somewhat feel like my mind is kind of blank. To make everything worse, I'm the same with making posters orz.. So I can't even count how many times I closed Photoshop today even though I had a half-done poster in it. I just can't finish them T.T

On the bright side, I am looking for jobs aboard, mainly to 'flee' from my family for a while. Honestly, I just want to go and explore the world a little WITHOUT my sister's constant preaches about how I'm a rotten person. She is normal today though, so I can't complain. 

I am looking for an au-pair job right now by the way, and it proves to be tough. I already got rejected once (but probably cause I wrote that I wanted to come home after max 3 months so yeah). I don't even care about where I'd be going, I just want to... work and go, I guess. Maybe the fact that I want to see more of the world is making me want to go, too. You know, I adored London. But when you can't go into the National Gallery because 'OMG THAT DANCER IS HOT LET'S STAY HERE, YOU CAN GO BUT I'M STAYING' (and this obviously wasn't me), you just want to go alone and... see what you want and all. I am actually a fan of Museums. I wanted to see China Town, I wanted to ACTUALLY enjoy the scary part in Madame Tussaud's museum and not just rush through it... so yeah. I just want to go at my own pace and all.

Sorry for ranting again, it seems like that's all I'm doing these days. But I really want to go and look around. Right now, I feel like the country doesn't even matter. So... that's all for now xD

Bye, I'll go back to working on my poster now xD