First of all, I want to thank all of you who pray for my mom. Well, we already get the result and sadly, it's cancerous. The diagnosis is Adenocarcinoma, well differentiated. It's a cancer of the colon. We still don't know what kind of treatment mom should undergo with because she still needs to bring the result of the biopsy as well as her blood chem to her doctor on Wednesday. It's really sad because mom thought that she's fine and until this moment that I'm writing this blog, mom still don't have any idea that she already has a cancer because she didn't understand what Adenocarcinoma means and the one who gave her the result didn't tell her anything. My sister who has a little background about medicine since she's a Nutritionist will review the result later. She told me to keep it a secret first. I, my sister and our Unnie should have a meeting first on what we're going to do and how are we going to say it to mom and to dad and to our younger brother. The hardest part is, it's really hard to tell someone that she has a cancer when she already believe that she's not even sick. It's really painful because I can no longer understand why Papa God is testing us like this. I'm already suffering from a serious heart ailment since I was born and I already don't have a cure. Was it not yet enough sacrifice for Him that he still need to allow this thing to happen to my mom? I don't know how I will take it. I have read that it's curable since it's well differentiated, but the treatment depends on the stage of the cancer. I seriously going crazy. It's really painful. I don't know what to do. I need to be strong, but I don't know how and I don't know where will I get my strength :(((