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30th was a great day

i got the fansign for BAP and i got Youngjae to sign my album. I wouldnt lie, I was a little disappointed but its okay i guess. Daehyun was sittinrg next to Jae so i had a chance. 

When I came up, i was literally starstruck. Everything I planned to say was forgotten.

Youngjae looked really different, he was really thin and really flawless. His skin looked soft and fluffy making ne feel like .

HAH

All I said was "Hi, Youngjae" 

and passed my album to him. While he was signing I took the chance to turn to Daehyun. 

OH THE PAIN HE WAS GORGEOUS HIS SIDE PROFILE WAS BEAUTIFUL I WAS DISTRACTED BY HIS BEAUTY

Taking a deep breath and gathering my courage, i called out to him.

It surprised me when he heard that because it was really noisy. He turned around and smiled, showing his eyesmile and waved happily. I WAS IN SHOCK. REALLY I FORGOT HOW TO BREATHE. 

I tried acting normal so i turned around to Jae and he asked "what is your name?" in english HOLY SO ADORABLE

I spelled it out for him and he repeated every letter i said though he still spelled my name wrongly. After that I just smiled and waved at him, clearly happy, and I really didnt want to go so I stopped and waved at him for a long time while he waved back and smiled. I blew him a kiss and straight away ran. I ran up and started crying buckets.