i was almost DONE with the very long chapter for my 2nd fic....

BUT

THE INTERNET CRASHED! and NOTE THIS.. i saved it. but when i OPENED IT..

IT WAS GONE! BACK TO STEP ONE!

this was the first time..

should i re-write?

IM TRYING 

BUT NOW.... i cant...

Because of a certain someone... who is making my heart SUFFER.

its as if there are DAGGERS being pierced through my WRETCHED HEART!!! why must i SEE you again? after i buried you, here you are again? :' [ why must you confuse me? why bother? cant you see i have forgetten already. why do you come back and show yourself again?  you have your own life now, why bother mine? 

so what if you have a new one by your side now?

what does that have to do with me...

why do you must bother...

what should i do now?

MY  FIC MIGHT BE EVEN MORE DELEYED NOW.

IM SORRY...~

distracted