as everyone knows by now, kris' lawsuit is real

it shocked everyone - especially the other exo members. according to the media, the exo members are dissapointed, sad and confused by kris' sudden decision. the media reported that the members have responded as follows:

"lay: our EXO members are carrying out our activities and have no issues with our agency.

chen: all of the members are having a difficult time and were hurt by this. it is sad that this happened right before our concert which we've been dreaming about for a long time.

tao: pulling this kind of action without consulting any of us as we await our world tour which is important to all of us is unacceptable and it is a bad act of betrayal.

xiumin: it's very bewildering that such a thing has happened. but even during a time like this, our 11 members will unite and put our all into preparing for our concert to keep our promise with fans. we are one!

luhan: our 11 members all think the same way and will focus on preparing for our concert. we hope that there will be no more malicious public sentiment.

suho: i think kris' actions are irresponsible and show that he's not thinking about EXO at all. our members and agency have no issues. what kris needs to do right now is take back the lawsuit and apologize to the members and company."

i saw a photo that showed what suho had said but i didn't believe because it wasn't an official/proper(?) statement and also because i couldn't believe that suho would say such a thing. until media started to report about it, i started to believe it that little bit more because we all think differently, espescially since korean culture/lifestyle/standards(?) is different compared to other countries we are raised to think one way or another.

through out all the news/rumours that i have heard, i always try to trick myself into thinking it's all false, that everything will be okay and exo will be 12. but i just can't handle things any more and i'm losing hope on everything. i will admit i shed a few tears just thinking about it late at night but as much as i love exo, i want kris to be happy. i don't want him to do something that will hurt him even if it means to give up his dream for the moment. i will support him every step of the way, no matter what. 

there have been rumours that SM staff took their (exo's) phones and played around with it; going on their personal accounts (instagram & weibo) and posting things. there has also been a photo of one staff holding a few phones while on one of them but it is said that the photo was taken a while ago which made much sense to me because i swore i saw that photo a while ago.

i'll end up writing a lot so i'll end it here

but just please support both kris and exo no matter what happens. if in the end exo have to continue on with only 11 members, then so be it because in all honesty - with or without kris, it won't be the same after this matter.

exo fighting!